A guy gave me a blowjob

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I was 16 years old in Before the days of online dating. For me, that meant getting my jollies out the old fashioned way, via AOL chatrooms. Virtual meeting rooms where folks came together to chat about a variety of topics. There were chatrooms for just about everything, but the most popular ones had to do with sex and porn.

People would meet up online, engage in cybersex, organize sex dates, or trade pornographic pictures and videos. I A guy gave me a blowjob there for the porn. Lesbian porn, blowjob porn, teen porn. You know, your typical straight dude porn. A hot stud indeed, letting it all hang out.

Big muscles, nice tan, and a huge hard cock. I quickly went to close the file, but then I hesitated. My eyes wandered to his cock, and I got turned on. The naked girls were a no-brainer. The couples fucking I could understand. But getting turned on by a picture of a naked dude? I had a hard time swallowing that. I lost my virginity to a girl at a party when I was 15 years old. My dad picked me up after and I was sure he could smell sex on me. Making friends at school was already challenging for me. Would I be tormented more than I already was?

I came from a loving family but would my parents still accept me? Was it time to kiss my dream of having a wife and kids goodbye? Mostly I was confused.

A guy gave me a blowjob

I started spending more time in chat rooms talking to guys. I solicited more pictures of naked guys. My collection grew until I had a pretty decent folder and was routinely masturbating to these images. These photos were turning me on. Was I just a horny teenager or was I attracted to guys as well? Could I be straight but also into masturbating to photos of cocks?

One day I received a private message from a guy claiming to be 18 years old. We started chatting, and he eventually asked me if I wanted to meet up. But I hesitated. I got turned on. The idea A guy gave me a blowjob getting a blowjob from a stranger sounded hot.

I said yes before I could think of all the reasons I should have said no. What if he had an STD? Sexual arousal took the wheel and started driving. The rational me took a backseat. Any shame I might have felt about being turned on was tuned out by my desire to have sex. We quickly made plans to meet in a community center bathroom close by that I knew would be reasonably private. Kinda dorky. My mind was already made up; I was going to blow him.

A guy gave me a blowjob

There might not be a next time. I had no idea what to do with it. And I was bad. I tried to put as much of it in my mouth as I could. I learned a lot that day about giving blowjobs and how incredibly awkward they can be. More work then going down on a woman. I had a newfound appreciation for the job at hand. After 5 or 10 minutes of fumbling around, he finally put me out of my misery. He gave me an out, and I took it. I was over it anyway. My jaw was sore, and my neck hurt. Something that never gets old. Proof of my repressed homosexuality or discovering the benefits of bisexuality?

Or simply more evidence that teenagers are horny and can get turned on by the slightest attention paid to their cocks? A guy gave me a blowjob still mainly thought about women. I wanted to date them, have sex with them, and eventually marry one and start a family. I could see myself being sexual, but anything more than that turned me off.

I learned that I could be scared of something but still go through with it. It was my little secret. No one at school found out, and I never told my parents. Nothing changed in my daily life. I still flirted with girls and started dating a few.

My sex life is my sex life. I get to choose what I do with it and who I share it with.

A guy gave me a blowjob

Have fun with it. Make mistakes. Try new things. Do them more than once. Find people that you can explore your sexuality with. Be safe. Walk through fear and come out the other end with rich experiences. And then tell us all about them. You may unsubscribe at any time. Did giving a blowjob at the age of 16 mean I was gay?

How did I go from being a straight male teen to blowing a dude in a bathroom stall? Then one day I opened up a file named hotstud. And there he was. What can I say?

A guy gave me a blowjob

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